Safety is Overrated

Now, give me a minute to defend myself. For some reason I can’t keep myself from using overly bold and inciteful titles. The point I’m trying to make is that we (and when I say we I mean the whole American populace) are all too willing to trade liberty for safety. I’m sure I’ve written about this in past posts, but I’m going to write about it now regardless, and I reserve the right to write about it again.
I was reminded of how little trust I have in the public by a television advertisement for News 12. That’s right. News 12 aired an advertisement for their doppler radar system and it reignited a feeling of worry in me so strong that it is now moving to me write this entry. Now, don’t get me wrong, this wasn’t just an advertisement for their weather report. To the untrained eye, or should I say to a less paranoid eye, that is all it was. But to me it speaks volumes about how frightened we are as a society. News 12 has recently added a second doppler radar to their fleet of weather predicting tools. As evidenced by the commercial this gives them the ability to, I don’t know, read the mind of the sun god and thereby predict the weather six months in advance. Regardless of what it actually does, they claimed that this doppler-duo is a (and I quote) “Umbrella of Safety”. Alright. Now, let that seep in a little bit. The commercial claimed that these meteorological-mates somehow combine to form an “Umbrella of Safety”. Now, the commercial wasn’t just born out of some advertising womb. There was, at some point, a group of people sitting around a table and one of them said something along the lines of, “You know what? The American public is so freaking scared that if we just tell them that we have something that makes them a little bit safer they’ll wet themselves in excitement.” Everyone else at the conference table agreed, either because they really liked the idea or their skull is so empty that it flaps in the wind. The sad part of the story isn’t that this pioneering ad executive probably got a sack full of cash and a BJ behind the copy machine for his brilliant realization. The sad part is that he is right.
Ever since September 11th (and probably for a while before then) we have been comatose with fear. It really isn’t that hard to notice, you just have to pay attention. It’s amazing how it permeates most of culture. You can overhear it in conversations. You can sense it in people’s voices when they talk about the war. Part of me thinks that fear might be what separates doves from hawks. If you fell scared enough, backed far enough into a corner, you can’t help but want to shoot everything that moves. You can sense this fear in our media also. It’s in movies, it’s in books, but most of all it’s on television news shows. We’re so pumped full of fear, it’s amazing that we carry on. It’s amazing that we get out of bed or leave the house.
FDR said it best when he said, “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.” Now I’m sure he was talking about how we shouldn’t be afraid to kill a few dark skinned people in some far off land or something like that. But, it fits well in my argument anyway. The real problem isn’t that we’re afraid, but that we’ll do most anything to get rid of the fear. There are few things that we wouldn’t give up for the chance to feel a little bit safer. Now, there really isn’t anything to be afraid of. If you live in the United States or Europe or some other civilized part of the world and you’re afraid of getting attacked by terrorists, you’ve missed the boat. You should be much more scared of cancer. No really, there is basically no chance that you’ll ever die in a terrorist attack.
But even I’m scared that we’ll see another terrorist attack on our shores in the not so distant future. However, I’m not afraid of losing my life, and my biggest worry isn’t the possible loss of thousands of lives. Now, don’t get me wrong. Any life lost is a horrible thing. However, I don’t think that the loss of life compares to the loss of our freedom. I’m slightly surprised that we retained the amount of freedoms that we did after September 11th. However, I feel that after another terrorist attack, we would be in a much different place. Noam Chomsky came to Stony Brook and gave a talk a few years after September 11th. I heard him say that in his eyes, if another terrorist attack were to occur in the US, that we would likely slip into a police state. He may have been exaggerating a little bit, but not very much. And if that were to come true, we would have no one to blame but ourselves. We wouldn’t even be able to blame the government, ’cause remember, we’re the ones that gives the government its power. That’s what a democracy is after all.
Now, if we really value our freedom so much. I mean, we must, that’s what we’re bringing to Iraq. Pretty soon freedom will be our biggest export. Anyway, if we value it so much, why do we want to throw it away so badly? Maybe I’m just a paranoid bastard, but I think someone has to worry about these things.

Now onto other things:

Lawrence Lessig, a board member over at the Electronic Frontier Foundation, made reference to an interesting book in his blog. The book is called Freedom of Expression®: Overzealous Copyright Bozos and Other Enemies of Creativity. It seems to be a refreshing look at patents, trademarks, the DMCA and a bunch of other well-intentioned ideas gone awry. I read the introduction and its both informative, hilarious, and sad. The book is available under a creative commons license as a PDF.

I really like the shows that NOVA puts on PBS every now and then. They recently aired a series called “The Elegant Universe”. It’s all about string theory and how the universe works. I missed it when it was aired on real TV, but I found out that NOVA has most of their shows available for streaming. I watched all three hours of the series this morning. It was very informative and I like to think that I understood most of it. I strongly recommend it.

Today was the first day that I sent a patch in to Coaster. I fixed bug #166788. It basically adds drag and drop support to Coaster. So now it’s possible to create a CD by dragging the files from your desktop or a nautilus window into the Coaster window. I spoke with the maintainer of Coaster, Bryan Forbes, on IRC about the patch and he said it’ll likely get into the next release of Coaster. Awesome! Now I won’t feel as much like a loser at Guadec. I want to try and do as much work as possible on Coaster over the coming months. I would really like to get it into Gnome 2.12. We need a good CD burning program. We’ll see.

This post was much longer than it probably should have been. My apologies. I just had so much to say. If you’ve gotten this far, you’re a real friend. Here we go, for fun, if you’ve gotten down this far, leave a comment that includes the word “fuzzy”. That’ll be our password. If you put it in a comment I’ll know that you really read the whole post and that you’re not just a poser. If anyone leaves a comment without the word “fuzzy” we’ll know that they didn’t read the whole post and that they’re a poser and we can laugh at them together. It’ll be fun I promise.

Spit with Some Authority

My Mom got back from here business trip today. She was in Orlando for the last few days. I drove my father and brother to pick her up from the airport. On the way my day laid into my brother pretty bad. He got on his case about helping around the house and a few other things. He got on him about how he spits his toothpaste into the sink. Apparently there was some toothpaste on the faucet or something. All through this rant I had Simon & Garfunkel playing in the background. It was a pretty surreal experience to be driving on Sunrise Highway in the rain, listening to Simon & Garfunkel and hearing my Dad yell at my brother for a good 10 minutes.

I found this linux commercial over at Novell’s website to be pretty funny. It’s pretty weird to see all of these big companies pushing linux so much. This was unheard of just a few years back.

American Morals

“If you’re still free start running away.” –Bright Eyes – Landlocked Blues

Our idea of morals in this country is entirely fucked up. We need to get our heads out of our asses and get our shit straight. There are a few things that I hold very dear to me and a few things that I think are important for our country and these are the things that define my moral values. Here’s a short list of things that I think should fall under that “moral umbrella” that tend to get left out by politicians, the media, and religious authorities.

First and foremost we must preserve our freedoms. The most sacred of which is the freedom of speech. I really hope that we can spread free speech through the areas of American life that have been lacking it for so long. This includes saying “Fuck” on television and on the radio. I know, I’m a radical. Ha!

Everyone should be entitled to their opinion regarding their own moral values. We can’t go forcing our opinions on other people. Those folks who live in the “red states” aren’t the only people who can have moral values. This post is largely about proving that I have moral values that differ greatly from what the media is describing as morals and that I’m not “immoral”.

I believe that a woman is capable of making her own decision about her womb. This side of the argument can be fought from a moral stand point as well. Pro-choice is all about not forcing your view on others.

I try to treat every person like a fully fledged human being. This involves giving gay men and women the same right to marry that is afforded to straight men and women. It also involves fighting racism and sexism at every opportunity. It’s 2005. We can’t be complacent about something as obviously damaging as racism.

I question my government at every turn. This is for the good of the nation and the health of our government. Dissent is necessary and should be seen as a virtue. Hug a protester today.

My morals include not supporting a war that is unjustified. If you own an SUV and you have slapped one of those “support the troops” magnets on the back, you clearly have your priorities out of whack. First, you can’t both support a war and support the troops that are fighting it since the troops are over their being killed. The only way to support the troops is to call for an end to the war. Also, I don’t understand how you can drive a car that unnecessarily increases our demand on foreign oil and say that you support our troops. Buy a Prius and slap a peace bumper sticker on the back the next time you want to support our troops.

I just wanted to share my thoughts on this. I don’t want this to look like I want everyone to have the same ideas that I have. I just feel left out sometimes when I watch the TV because no one is speaking with my interests at heart. I can’t just wait for my thoughts to scroll across the bottom of the screen on CNN, so I’ve got to post them up here. Feel free to comment with all the reasons why I’m a dick. We support free speech here at markdrago.com.

Trip to Binghamton

I’m going up to Binghamton with Shaunak this weekend. We’re going to be staying at his old frat house. I think they might actually be throwing him a birthday party, but I’m not sure. A good time will be had by all. I’ll update here with pictures once I get back on Sunday.

Mike and I are going to the Streetlight Manifesto show at The Downtown on February 13th. Streetlight Manifesto is made up of 3 guys that used to be in Catch 22. They even re-recorded Catch 22′s Keasbey Nights album and called it Keasbey Nights 2. That should be a lot of fun. It’ll be nice to go to a show after having taken this hiatus.

I now have a friend listed on Flickr. I stumbled across Melissa Mee’s pictures and I added her as a contact. She added me back a day later. I have a friend. Yay!

You Can Get Only What it is You Want

“I can’t tell what kind of life I’ve led today. All that’s known is what’s debatable again.” — Mates of State – Ha Ha

I’ve bought way too many CDs recently. They’ve all been pretty good except for the new Saves the Day CD. I was a curious cat and I got killed. Some of the CD purchases were to recover CDs that I used to listen to a lot with Jamie that got lost in the shuffle. I’ve found myself with a lot of time on my hands since we broke up and there are worse things that I could be spending my time and money on than music.

Brandon and I are going snowboarding today. We’re going to Jay Peak. It’s only four miles off of the canadian border. It should be a fun drive and a fun weekend. We’re staying at this place called ‘Grampa Grunts Lodge’. It costs $27.50 per night per person. You can’t freaking beat that.

Work is going pretty well. I’m pretty psyched about the project that I’m going to be working on for the next month or two. It’s a really big piece of the puzzle and I basically get to write it all myself. It’s very important that it come out correct and well designed. It’s basically what we base the business on, so I can’t fuck it up. :o)

Alright. I’m off to the mountain. It should only take us like 8 hours, although it took us 14 hours last time because we drove through a blizzard. Lets hope there aren’t any avalanches or tsunamis or anything like that.

Abosultely Nothing at All

“Do you know, know how it feels, when you go from spending nights with someone to absolutely nothing at all?” — Silent Majority – Cross Crowded Rooms

Yeah – so these last few days haven’t been very easy. Jamie and I split up Monday night. It’s permanent this time. And while it is pretty hard on me and I’m sure it is hard on her, I think we both know that it is for the better. The last week has been rather awkward, and I’m sure the next few weeks will be also. I almost have to learn how to be alone again. It isn’t a nice feeling, but it’s what I’ve got.

I’m thinking about going to GUADEC this year. We’ll see. I’m not the traveling kind of guy. I’ve never been inside of an airport, let alone on a plane. Germany would be kind of far for a first trip. But, I think it would be good for me.

Brandon is coming home from school this weekend. Nak, Steve and I are playing poker tomorrow night. I’m probably going to lose a bunch of money. Maybe I can convince Nak to eat 20 White Castle burgers while we’re playing. That might up my chances of winning.

Flickr

Brandon

This is Brandon right before I showed him this flickr thing.

I was playing around at the Creative Commons site and there was a link to this Flickr site. I started playing around with it and it is pretty freaking cool. At the lowest level it is a place to upload a bunch of pictures and share them for all to see. But, it’s much more than that. Right now I have it set up so that I can send pictures from my camera phone to a special email address that posts them to my blog. It uses the subject of the email as the blog’s title and the body of the email as the description of the picture. That’s what I did for this post, then I editted it to add all of this text. Besides all of that, the interface to the thing is freaking amazing. I’m sure there are a few ideas we can get from this system to use at work. It’s just very friendly and well organized. All of these features are free. It seems like the real limiting aspect of the free version is that you can only upload 10MB per month and can only really have 100 pictures up there at a time. The pay version allows 1GB of uploads per month and an unlimited number of photos. It’s kind of expensive at ~$40 per year, but I guess in the end it is only a few bucks a month. I figure I’ll play with it and see if I use it at all and then decide if I want to pay for it. But, check it out. It’s refreshing to see a website that is so easy to use and yet offers a lot of pretty advanced features. I dig it.

Smorgasbord

My blogging is following a similar pattern to all of the other times that I have tried to keep a blog. I have a few days where I’m really into it and I’m writing a lot. Then, I get to the point where I have a whole bunch of things to write about, but I never find the time to actually go ahead and write it out. This is the phase I’m in now. After this I’ll have a small resurgence in the frequency of my posts, and then it’ll all die out for a few months. It’s pretty sad actually. You’d think that I’d be able to write on some kind of a consistent basis.
I’m entirely addicted to the olympics. I’ll watch freaking anything. My favorite events are indoor volleyball, ping pong, long jump, high jump, and gymnastics in general. There’s something about volleyball that is really special. I played volleyball throughout most of high school. I think there are few sports that require as much teamwork as volleyball. It’s really impossible to get much of anything done by yourself in a volleyball game. Basketball, hockey, baseball, and soccer all make it atleast marginally possible to do something amazing entirely on your own. The only thing in volleyball that doesn’t depend on teamwork is the serve. Weight-lifting is on the olympics right now. These guys are lifting something like 530 pounds up over their heads. That’s just disturbing.
This post is only going to get longer. Now that I’m writing, I feel like I should write everything that I’ve been meaning to write. There are some people at work who have different political views than I do. That is to be expected. And, for the most part I can understand where they’re coming from. I just tend to disagree. One idea that I find it really hard to relate to is that the United States can’t do wrong. Now, in orer to make a judgement on anything, it is very important to maintain an air of impartiality. That is to say that you have to try and not see what it is your judging from any one side of the argument. If you can’t think about an action from an unbiased position, you should be wise enough to not draw any conclusions regarding its justness. Now, all of this is well and good, but it isn’t human nature. It’s in our nature to say, “Hey, whatever we do is good by virtue of us having done it.” In other words, “We wouldn’t do anything that isn’t right and just.” I think we all know that this isn’t the truth, but we’re only good at deciding that way after the fact. We can look back on Hiroshima and Nagasaki and think, “Maybe we shouldn’t have killed hundreds of thousands of Japanese citizens while they were on their way to work and otherwise going about their daily lives. Maybe that wasn’t entirely necessary. And, even if it was what was required to stop the second world war, was stopping the second world war worth the lives of hundreds of thousands of Japanese citizens?” We find it very hard to criticize actions that we take as a country while they are happening. I guess what I’m getting at here is that the situation that we find ourselves in right now is a whole lot more complicated than ‘good guys vs. bad guys’. I don’t want to come off as sympathizing with terrorists or anything like that. I want terrorists to be brought to justice just as much as the next guy, but I don’t think we should be entirely haphazard about actions that we take in the middle east. Going over there and waging wars could do more harm than good. I also don’t think we should be comparing our actions to the actions taken by our enemies. Do I think that the American citizens who were beheaded by terrorists would have much rather worn panties on their heads than been beheaded? Yeah. But, that doesn’t mean that we should be putting panties on people’s heads.
I really wish I started writing these things earlier in the night, or could just stick to one topic and finish it coherently without running into rants. It’s 1:30 and I have to get up at 7:00. I’m done writing for now.

We can get through anything

I read this post by Dave Winer a few weeks ago called, What is Stop Energy? It’s all about people that want to get something done and other people who come up with all sorts of reasons why it shouldn’t get done. Just to be fair I should probably link to this response by Simon St. Laurent titled, “Stop Energy” is important stuff. They’re both pretty interesting reads. I tend to agree more with Dave than with Simon.

I didn’t get out of work until 11:15 tonight. That kind of sucked. I stay until around 9:00 on a normal night, but the time kind of got away from me tonight. It’s pretty hard to dive into a piece of code that you know isn’t going to be fun to debug when its 10:00pm. So, I spent the last hour or so of work forcefully removing ‘bgcolor’, ‘width’, and ‘cellpadding’ attributes from our interface. I’ll see what breaks tomorrow and fix it with CSS.

I’ve started trying to eat better than I have been. I’ve really been eating like crap recently. And, I don’t mean Burger King, Wendy’s McDonald’s kind of crap, I mean Checkers and White Castle kind of crap. White Castle is a whole other kind of crap that I prefer not to think about right now. So, I went to the health food store with Jamie the other day and bought some Gardenburgers™ and some Oat Bran bread. This whole thing really isn’t because I think I need to lose weight or because I want to have more energy or whatever. It’s more of a will to eradicate any kind of weakness that I see in myself. And, when I say weakness I mean more than just physical weakness. I figure that by taking a firm stand against my desire to eat White Castle, I’ll be able to work on both my physical weakness and my weakness to temptation at the same time. With that said, the guys at work got White Castle for lunch today, and I had a Gardenburger™ BBQ Chik’n sandwich, dried fruit and a cup of apple juice. Yipee!

While staying so late at work tonight did kind of suck, the night was saved because I was able to really enjoy my ride home. I let ‘The Movielife’ kick my ass for the 25 minute ride back to Jamie’s house and it was great. I’m pretty upset that they’ve broken up. If anyone reading this knows who ‘The Movielife’ is and knows of a band that is similar and is actually still making music, let me know. I’ve decided that I don’t have enough time to find good music on my own, so if no one helps me, I’ll be stuck listening to the same 4 Movielife records for all of eternity.